Big ole Boy
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Mike,
Thanks for the joust. It led me into a fantasy. I had two over bearing step mothers and I grew up mostly around women. At least allow a fella to make up a story. I remember seeing an ghost for an entire night when I was about five. My dad had moved out. There was an entity there. Later I was informed that children are exceedingly sensitive to all kinds of things. But my educators (not the people I learned from) would say that kids get scared. I was terrified. It was a small stunted form with a gaint pregnant stomach with a white bedsheet draped over it and it stood in the doorway of the master bedroom to the hall ... with street lights shining on it from other doorways in the hall. I was perpendicular with it for all night. It was warning of its coming for months before.
But, Mike, I always chocked it off to self induced issue that maybe the young child brain goes through. I weathered it and came out the other side telling myself I dreamed it up in my own head to keep my constitution for for the general public.
Making up stories is delight. All the fear of that night drifted out of me within a few minutes once I finally fell alseep near dawn and woke up to sunny room with momma by my side. I would sleep in her room. We were very close physically with an intimacy. While we never did any funny business ... .we did everything else. I got to caress my mom and she carressed me and then I became an effectuate? (I felt safe with momma by side) lover of women vertical and horizontal. Both fully clothed she would allow me to sleep beside her until I was 5. I would put my leg over her side .... I was in her womb there. I didnt want to come into the world too quickly ... whats the rush? I came out 9.35 months not nine. lmao
If I say tongue and cheek ..... that gives me an out ....
Cheers Mike.
Thanks for the joust. It led me into a fantasy. I had two over bearing step mothers and I grew up mostly around women. At least allow a fella to make up a story. I remember seeing an ghost for an entire night when I was about five. My dad had moved out. There was an entity there. Later I was informed that children are exceedingly sensitive to all kinds of things. But my educators (not the people I learned from) would say that kids get scared. I was terrified. It was a small stunted form with a gaint pregnant stomach with a white bedsheet draped over it and it stood in the doorway of the master bedroom to the hall ... with street lights shining on it from other doorways in the hall. I was perpendicular with it for all night. It was warning of its coming for months before.
But, Mike, I always chocked it off to self induced issue that maybe the young child brain goes through. I weathered it and came out the other side telling myself I dreamed it up in my own head to keep my constitution for for the general public.
Making up stories is delight. All the fear of that night drifted out of me within a few minutes once I finally fell alseep near dawn and woke up to sunny room with momma by my side. I would sleep in her room. We were very close physically with an intimacy. While we never did any funny business ... .we did everything else. I got to caress my mom and she carressed me and then I became an effectuate? (I felt safe with momma by side) lover of women vertical and horizontal. Both fully clothed she would allow me to sleep beside her until I was 5. I would put my leg over her side .... I was in her womb there. I didnt want to come into the world too quickly ... whats the rush? I came out 9.35 months not nine. lmao
If I say tongue and cheek ..... that gives me an out ....
Cheers Mike.
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